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Feb. 18th, 2009

gah

i feel like crap.
It has been pointed out that running  on empty willnot work much longer.
so food today.
fuck i forgot i have no money iin my wallet. i'll have to pay by eftpos, so i'lll go over the min $8. i'mnot sure what i'll be buying though. bread roll and a few bottles of water..
mustremember to pick up my bike from sams
my legs are fucked
gah stuff is not good this morning.

Feb. 16th, 2009

Gary Gary Gary

Cin's gonna come see Gary Numan with me. I'm listening to him now. I hope it'll be an awesome gig. Wicked industrial.
Also, I purchased a cool jacket, right kind for mid-temperate seasons.
I can't be bothered typing today.

Feb. 11th, 2009

Meh

I feel pretty average today, I wish I was sleeping.
Or just lying in bed lazing about.

Feb. 10th, 2009

gah.

I'm tired and i feel sick.Whyfor I choose a job where i start so early?
Meh.
Atleast I will get a raise soon. couple of months. Start putting that shit away for real.

Feb. 9th, 2009

Porn and Cheifs

I finally found theset I'vebeen hunting for ages. My only chance to download the whole set is whilst on the train, where I have mad reception.
But I can't. I wouldn't feel right downloadding porn with some guy next to me. I wish I was on one of the new trains, I'd sit in a rear facing seat with naught but a wall to see.
Meh. I'll get it at work.
Got my caravan. Everything is different to how I'd hoped. I need to do some serious renovating. Lots of MDF. I'll have to design new seating, and remove the stove. There's no need for it. It may even be dangerous.
I'm gonna buy tickets for Sam and I to see the  Kaiser cheifs and Razorlight. I'll buy them tonight, we'll see them in April. It's on a wednesday night :/
Not particularly concerned for my performance at school, but the thing is I'll have been up since 4:30 that very wednesday morning. And catch a train around 12:30. Get home around 2, then sleep for 2 hours. Oh fuck it's a stupid idea, but you only live once!

Feb. 6th, 2009

Too many Rockstars

It's like 50% of the train is emptying here.
Why?
The same amount of people get back on though. Quite the populous place.
Anyway, so hello livejournal.
Yesterday, when I changed trains at caufield, my connecting train was cancelled! How annoying.
I am really digging all this indie music Sam gave me. I like it so much!
Wolf and Cub today.
I tricked SAm into beleiving I met the singer once. In a bar. And I thought he was just a singer from some small local band. HOW I LOLED!
I should get off /fa/.


Hold on, this is a saved draft. From 2 days ago. Whatever.
yesterday, school rocked, I got told I look like joey Ramone.
I spoke with everyone in a friendly-matey manner.
Met Cin and Sam at Chadston, and was feeling ill, having myhead spin, too much information, no actual foopd except a burger tha day.
And too many rockstars.
HAd one already today, before 6am.
My guts hurt from it and my teeeth feel bad.
MY eyes also hurt.
SLURPEE TEE!
I have a slurpee tee, it fits, I'm thrashingit out./
*<<WOO YEAH>>*

Feb. 4th, 2009

Clayton

It's like 50% of the train is emptying here.
Why?
The same amount of people get back on though. Quite the populous place.
Anyway, so hello livejournal.
Yesterday, when I changed trains at caufield, my connecting train was cancelled! How annoying.
I am really digging all this indie music Sam gave me. I like it so much!
Wolf and Cub today.
I tricked SAm into beleiving I met the singer once. In a bar. And I thought he was just a singer from some small local band. HOW I LOLED!
I should get off /fa/.

Yesterday on a train.

Where's my fucking internet?
I left it at home.
So I'll post this later.
I am so mad this morning. How could I sleep in? Miss my train? Leave my internet usb at home?
I'm sure i took it from my computer and left it on my bed head, which is stupid of me.
I knew I was late, so why didn't I straighten my hair? It's all oily and slept on, curling into my face. I hate tucking it behind my ear, but I have. I knowthat'll only makeit worse though.
Why also did i have chips and V for breakfast?  Am I punishing myself or something?
GAH. Factof the matter is that I'mm just annoyed at myself for sleeping in. I hate that I did, and that I must bear whatever consequences there are. Which won't be many at all, I know full well. I'll be 2 minutes late, according to my clock, and 10 due to the speed of the clock at work. Some day's I'm thankful of it being so fast, when I am really leaving at 20 past.
This means I can't check facebook in  regards to my Russell Brand note.
Also, that I'll be bored out of my skull during lunch.
Oh, I feel miserable.
I shouldn't. But I certainly do. I'm hoping that uponre-searching my bag when at work I will produce the usb to make my net happen, but hey. I shouldn't complain.I shouldn't have been late. Now I'm on a slightly more crowded train than I usually would be, and I'll have to change trains at Caufield. If I caught this train every day and the clock was right at work, then I'd get there at 7am, and leave in time to get the 3.36 train. Still, I wouldn't particulartly like changing trains every day. How annoying. I've often wondered how I should go about getting there in a way where I wasn't 25 mins early (prompting me to txt/shit before work) and then 15 mins before my train home. It'd not be shaving alot of time at all, but for efficiency's sake.
Cold War Kids, I know their sound. Sam gave me an album, Robbers and Cowards. It's good, I feel like I know every song. Did they do the song "mexican dogs"? I'm sure they did. If I had my net on me then I'd check. Again, how annoying.
My guts have been playing up the last few days, I'm sure it will cummulate into something bad. I hate how wordpad doesn't have a spellcheck. I suck in the mornings, this early,  more tired than I want to be.
Shit, nearly at Oakleigh, where did my time go?
Work starts in 20 mins. I know I'll technically be on time. But GRR at me.
Man I am so tired!
I know nobody reads this, my lady's not updated since October, and I'm not sure for Sam. I just wonder what they think when they do one day. I wish I had more friends on here, it seems so much nicer to use than Facebook and Myspace. I say here, which is what at the moment? wordpad. How annoying.
I feel i look a mess. I'm gonna be prepared forgetting off the train now. Bye.

Feb. 2nd, 2009

Returns

So, today I go back to work.
I hope my bosses are there and have not decided to take an extra week off.
Well, I don't think I'd really mind it, It would just have been nice to have been told earlier.
But this is not happening, so I'm not stressin about it. Perhaps it is the whole 'work' thing that  I am anxious about.
I like work.
I prefer lazing around the loungeroom playing video games.
And there is the whole Cin-thing. She's gotta move!
OH NOES!
She says that her mother isn't doing too much, a result of her kinda being in denial about it all. Understandable for Kathy, but ever so irritating for Cinna, who will not have her own room if she moves in with Grandma. Whilst G is nice and all, Cin would be in Noble park, ages away from her friends, and her mother would be in no hurry to leave a place she spends a large portion of her time anyway.
What'll kick her into action is when Cin stays 3 nights a week atmy house, 1 at Sams, 1 at Pcils, and the other 2 complaining, and suggesting that she moves out on her own.
Cin+caravan park? I don't know, I'd worry for her safety alot. Not that it's unsafe, but more along the lines that she's a spunky chick in a place full of people beneath her.
Whatever she does though, I'll be there, helping her get out from her grandmas, having her over at my house, helping look for places to stay, all that stuff.
I mean, I can't move out with her. Whilst it'd be great, I have the perfect apprentice setup at home. No need to struggle with finances, small mounts of board money, new caravan, garage to work in, internet, food, no bills, really it works so well for me. But Cin just doesn't have that.
Poor Kathy though.
I'm sure that deep inside, she's aching, torn between being depressed that her husband is not there to help her out of this mess, and being angry that he dug a hole, then died. Not that he intended to dig that hole. Why would he? But that'd be wrecking her head.
Anyhow, I'm gonna go see what's on myspace.
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Jan. 15th, 2009

sense vs. sensibility

ok.
so i wanna write all kinds of stuff, but i won't.
so nobody worry..
this won't get updated till nobody can be hurt by thoughts!

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